Soundtrack
Emocoaster

On getting sick and recovering
Hot Chocolate
Howl
Ceiling stares back at me as I look up
bad bubble gum dreams
chew and choke
as i run through the same halls
always ankle-deep in murky water
can never tell if i'm running to or from
a who or a what
opening doors to a room i've visited
sitting on a desk i've escaped
it's blurry
and then i burst into the sun
elysium
there is bliss even in the very heart of the realm of hades.
for the mournful weary.
i imagine ice buckets on windy balconies.
knees touching.
neglect and indifference turn a soul to stone.
i can relate to jimmy buffet
margaritaville
salty rim
no umbrella, just a straw
lime
lemon
gritty zing scorching my throat
one sip
i gulp hard
two glasses now
i hear laughing
need to turn my head
have to look for that sound
floating
dazed
numb
three
four
my fingers touch my cheek
lips sore from smiling
and the laughter bubbles up to the brim
from me
let's toast on the fifth
it's me laughing
as i drown
drown in my drink
vintage angst
cardboard cutout, folded wrapper
Surreality
i'm caught in between
a time neither day or night
awed
luna ascending
bidding helios goodnight
her pearl cloak edged in his champagne paths
i stare at them
forgetting to breathe
bobbing in the waves
deciding who i think is more beautiful today

but no one wins
better to sink into the aqua ice
watch shadows play
perhaps tomorrow
i'll know
*images by maandoe and chi